Friends Again.

Steph and I are friends again. We talked and I apologized for how I said what I said. I couldn't think of a good way to say it then, but I can explain what I want to say and it's not so bad. Really I felt like she was trying to lose weight for this guy and not to be healthy, so I was trying to help her understand that, yea I'm healthy, but guys don't even think about my feelings or most other things unless they are getting me into bed by doing so, but for her guys are willing to get to know her even if they think she is fat and aren't attracted to her, now. So, I tried to say that as best as I could. I'm not one for trying to take years infront of the mirror to say something I either say it or don't (so yes, it leaves me with a lot of things unsaid but hey, I'm okay). Anywho. We're friends I have to work on filtering the things I say because well. I guess it's something I should do. Say "no" when I mean "yes". "Yes" when I mean "no". Smile when I'm sad and smile when I'm happy. Or maybe I should continue to use the corresponding face for the corresponding emotion...