I got bored soooo...

I got bored so here's how to say my name in phonetically in these languages (according to google translate):
There are others but I got bored and only kept these...
Russian: Шаниka Рансон
Serbian: Шаниka Рансон

Hmm, Just wondering

They always say that if the New Years meets your house a wreck then it will me a wreck for the whole year so if the New Years meets me fasting will I be fasting for the whole year? I wonder. I might be fasting come December 31st and January 1st.

No school. Whoot!! Me time.

Alright school has broken for holiday. i'm so glad. I have about two weeks to make a dress and two weeks to lose 20 or more pounds. I'm going to work really hard. i cant maintain this weight any longer.

Noticeably Fat

Geez. I'm noticeably fatter. So I have two moredays until my great weightloss adventure. Funny thin is it is going to be freezing in these up coming days and weeks. I can deal though. I will be making and eating lots of soup and drinking lots of green tea and black coffee. Two best drinks for weightloss ever. Oh I will also drink over 3 litres of water daily and will need to do a minimum of 2 hours and a maximum of 4 hours of exercise daily. I can do that. I will be beautiful. I will be loved by all. I could do everything I'm afraid to do now. Everything. I'll be so beautiful, everyone will want me, everyone will love me, though, no one will have me. I would never allow that. I could never allow that. I'd loved to be had though, by someone who truly cares, mais c'est la vie.

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New Laptop

I'm very pleased with my new laptop. It's very nice. My mommy bought it for me. But I'm still as fat as ever. So next week probably Monday, I will start my diet with a beautiful fast. Fast and exercise. Right now. I'm about 200 pounds so I have to start right after Ren Faire on my weightloss-scapade. It's super annoying how I've gained so much weight in such a short time. So I will have to exercise nonstop to get it back off. I will. I will try to lose about 10-20 pounds next week. I have to lose 90 pounds. I want to do that before I graduate school. So I have less than six months. 90-100 pounds in 5-6 months is totally do able.

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Dizzy Spells

My God, I've been having dizzy spells. It's really sad now. I'm not loosing weigjht and I've barely stopped eating and I'm barely exercising and I've already got dizzy spells. I need to go exercise. Really badly. I only did half an hour so far. But I've eaten an estimated 1200kcal. Maybe it's too much food that's made me dizzy I need to go exercise.

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You call this progress?

183.8 I'm not making much progress. I have done an hour of belly dance and 15 minutes of Hatha yoga. I'm going to do another 30mins of dancing and another 15 of yoga. I ate 1355.7 kcalories, but will burn 656.7 kcal. So let me go destroy this bubbling fat.
I'm working a lot on getting scholarships and grants for school. It's a lot of hard work. My life is so close to starting and its seemingly harder everyday.

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