Noticeably Fat

Geez. I'm noticeably fatter. So I have two moredays until my great weightloss adventure. Funny thin is it is going to be freezing in these up coming days and weeks. I can deal though. I will be making and eating lots of soup and drinking lots of green tea and black coffee. Two best drinks for weightloss ever. Oh I will also drink over 3 litres of water daily and will need to do a minimum of 2 hours and a maximum of 4 hours of exercise daily. I can do that. I will be beautiful. I will be loved by all. I could do everything I'm afraid to do now. Everything. I'll be so beautiful, everyone will want me, everyone will love me, though, no one will have me. I would never allow that. I could never allow that. I'd loved to be had though, by someone who truly cares, mais c'est la vie.

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New Laptop

I'm very pleased with my new laptop. It's very nice. My mommy bought it for me. But I'm still as fat as ever. So next week probably Monday, I will start my diet with a beautiful fast. Fast and exercise. Right now. I'm about 200 pounds so I have to start right after Ren Faire on my weightloss-scapade. It's super annoying how I've gained so much weight in such a short time. So I will have to exercise nonstop to get it back off. I will. I will try to lose about 10-20 pounds next week. I have to lose 90 pounds. I want to do that before I graduate school. So I have less than six months. 90-100 pounds in 5-6 months is totally do able.

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